as stupid as always!

“I tell you what”
he paused;
“unless you understand the impossibility of something
unless you admit the defeat
you will feel miserable”

Who says I’m feeling miserable?
said the young man.

“Are you really telling me you are not feeling miserable?
desperate? isolated?”

Nope!
and he looks away.

“ok then why can’t you even stop being an animal?”

What the … ? who the hell do you think you are?
what do you mean?
says the young man, looking angry.

“I’m from within you!
and I’m telling you, stop it.”

Aw .. yeah I remember you now …
says the young man .. carrying on:
I told you before and I’m telling you again.
there’s no point for me anymore.
and he smiles... a bitter smile.

“You are as stupid as always”
says the disappearing voice in his head.