A Paranoid Man is Falling!

why so much complexity?
damn it world!
all these moments,
all these feelings,
why do they all have to go to waste?
I keep remembering that look!
and wondering what it meant,
I keep remembering that moment,
and how it made me feel,
and then I feel paralyzed,
wondering what’s next,
not that I can do anything about it,
just wondering what would happen if this
wasn’t just my mind playing tricks on me!
and all these paranoia
is becoming just too much to handle!
something good better happen very soon,
otherwise I have to fall!