All the lost chances

Another rainy day in the land of shadows; he was waiting for the rain to stop while remembering some old memories of when hewas still out there; the chances that he lost and the fact that he never realized they were pure chances of finding “the reason” at the time.

Thinking about that could bother him but it didn’t … “nothing could and would change here!” he hold himslef.
the rain became heavier but he decided to stop waiting and go under the rain;”will I get another chance?” he already knew the answer …